So I just need to vent a little bit here!!
My main job is I'm a general manager for my dads automotive shop. Well business is not doing very good and we have been very slow for a long while now. We have gotten behind on bills and owe people some money and stuff like that. And of course i'm the son and the manager so all his stress rolls down hill on to my shoulders and I get blamed for everything.
Today was a very stressfull day to where i almost said you know what I quite. But I'm so scared b/c i live paycheck to paycheck and do not have the extra money to take off work. I just wish I knew I could go out there and assign something next week. I mean I know I could but Its just that fear of not knowing for sure. If i was positive I would quite right now and start working on it.
Its even hard to do it in my spare time b/c I have to deal with everything here... I work from sun up to sun down 6 days a week and I only have nights and sundays to do REI. And then Im so drained that i don't even have the strength to do it then!!
Sorry for the book guys but when i get stressed sometimes i just need to type it all out!! lol