It seems like I've started to begin feeling a bit lost and helpless now for some odd reason. Maybe it's the pace in which things are moving, or maybe just a bit of depression starting to set in. Either way, I'm beginning to feel as if I'm lost at what it is that I've set out to do. I feel as though I should have already had my first property under my belt because of all the bids I've sent out, but then it seems as if I can't find a decent buyer for the world of me. Just starting to doubt that this is the thing for me, but am tired of giving up on everything that I start out in and want to continue. Seems like misery loves my company and hates to see me leave so it kinda ties a long leash to my ankle to give me just enough room to think I'm free of it and then...SNAP! it's right back by my side. Guess I just need a lot of mentoring and encouragement.