One of the things that Dean talks about is surrounding yourself with positive people and having the right mindset to suceed. I don't have this right now , not at all.
I been working at this warehouse for just over a year and it is driving me insane. The job itself is not that bad , althoug it is very physically demanding and is 10 hour night shifts. My problem is the people and management that work there . Most of them are young , negative, and have no goals in life. I barely talk to anyone there anymore and my brain has "checked out" from that cold place.
To make things worst, I heard some trash talk about me from a few individuals. I am doing all that is in my power not to confront them but it's very hard. The only thing that keeps me from fighting is hearing Dean say "you are better then that" and his whole positive thinking mentality.
My confidence is also being ruined because I already lack some confidence and this place sucks it out of me even more. I told a few people what I am trying to do but it's like they don't even believe me. I am trying to be more sociable and improve my people skills but I don't want to do that there.
I would not be posting this in here if I don't sound desperate. I need to have a clear mind! Mt wife even believes that maybe I should let that forsaken place go. She does believe in me and is doing most of the REI studying on her own. I have a few dollars saved up to cover me for a month and I have a personal lender that can maybe help also.
We are almost ready to do assignment of contracts and maybe get a check soon. I know quiting your job is not the smartest thing to do but I just can't stand it there no more. Are you guys with me?
FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION!
I WILL NOT BE POOR ANYMORE!