Hey DG family, feeling a slight bit down today, could use some inspirational words. I was reading deans post about being lucky or being a fool, and he was talking about the naysayers there, and he said something that rang a bell in my mind about people not being cofortable with you hat step themselves. It made me think about my girlfriend. See, my girlfriend SAYS she has my back, and I have her support for my upcoming projects, but I do not necessarily FEEL it. A lot of times if she overhears me telling peope about my new endevours she will make this "your kidding me" type of face, and even yesterday at our restaraunt she was waiting on a couple who were looking at a property to buy and fix(she is a realtor and he is a doctor and they flip on the side) and she didn't even mention to them that her own boyfriend is interested and maybe would have liked to speak to them for some advice!!! I just feel its the unspoken actions that are hitting my radar. Not saying that I will let them hold me back, but having her 100% behind me through words and actions would make me that much better off, instead of this gut feeling that she almost doesnt want to see me succeed, or thinks that I am just full of it or talking up a storm and will not follow through with anything. I know once I start completing deals her attitude will change, but I want her on my side NOW, the way I would be for her. I feel like if it continues, once I am rolling and on my way to the goodlife, I wont want her along for the ride because I didnt have the support from the beginning. Any thoughts??
PS...let me add that my girlfriend has seen me try some things. I opened a car detail business, and I hated it, and stopped. I tried getting my auction license so I could get into buying cars at auction and sell them for a profit, but it was wayy to much work for what I was trying to do and I stopped. She has seen me fail at things but not fully succeed(YET!)..I still feel I need her by my side at all times which is where I feel my angst is coming from.