So many things run through my head as I move along day to day. I have this dream of being financially free...
It goes something like this:
I wake up proud of myself in the morning for the real estate deal I made the day before which filled my bank account with 5k, adding to the nice amount already existing in the "virtual" pocket of money safety, I prepare my 2 year old little girl for the day as usual, my husband and I plan to take a trip to see our family in Missouri, the coffee aroma fills our well lit, beautiful "green" home as I go to our dock outside to enjoy my coffee and cigarette, I watch our beautiful dogs play in our big yard. I take out my camera to photograph the mist rising from the waterway welcoming the day.
I dream of the success to come and yet it is hard to see that it is still a dream, not reality. I am alone in this game, no coaches, no money to "invest", and yet I must keep trying and move forward always!
I decided to commit my spare time (which is small) to flipping house/contracts over a year ago, and still no money to make it real.
I can't be discouraged, frightened, or overwhelmed by self-defeating thoughts. I hold this dream like my child (only less diapers and not near as much love). The thought of my first deal, wether it be assignment, double closing, rental, or what, I tell myself it is going to happen soon.