I'm a single woman who is on disability. I have been listening to Dean for several months now and I really want to become a part of the team/family. Transportation is limited and I am surrounded with people that think it can't work or are not interested and need something to work NOW with all the bill piling up. I have listened to three of the conferences by phone and computer and I am excited about getting started but, by the time I hang up or sit and think about my situation, I talk myself out of it. How do I stop doing that? I wish I had someone to talk me through this. Should I join the Academy? Does it cost money to join? I'll submitt my name and see. THANK YOU.